getting started
wonder why getting started is my title? well, blogging is a whole new world to me since im used to threading and posting only.. wla man siguro kaibahan diba? its just that here, i can pour myself out more freely..
last saturday was the friendship day of our program (I.T.E).. it was fun but i spent almost all of my time counting money (of the program!) instead of hanging around and enjoying the activities prepared.. i think i owed leizl a favor kaya i helped her out.. mgpalakas ba dw! lols.
my mom visited me for the weekend. i didn't know that she was coming kaya nagdugay2 ko ug uli gikan sa venue.. i haven't seen my family for a month na. i was soo hapi 'coz it was when i saw her that i came to realize how much i missed her and my family. she updated me with stories. we ate together, she cooked something special and never have i enjoyed dinner since my arrival here in davao. she was still so beautiful, a lot says that she looks like charo santos. kakahiya nga 'coz my mom was such a beauty pero ako? *pause*.. wala, ako lang! hehe.. hndi ko nmana good looks niya.. pogi din papa ko and nagmana sa kanila little bro ko.. i sometimes even feel that im adopted, an outcast in the family.. pero noon yun, hndi na ngayon.. *laughs*
i can't help but notice additional lines on my mama's forehead though.. and her hands.. those once beautiful hands that held me when i was just a baby, guided me wd my first steps; the same hands that prepared food in the table, washed and mended our clothes; the hands that gripped me when i was on my hospital bed fighting dengue fever; the hands that held my own during our graduation march.. cguro ganun na din hands ni papa ko.. miss ko na din yung isang yun eh.. it was then that i realized na grabe hirap nila for me..
gihatud nako xa gahapon sa terminal. i dont wanna let her leave but i know that she needs to.. with one last hug and kiss, i let her hands go.. i turned to my back because i don't want her to see the single tear that fell down my cheeks..
i promised myself that someday, i will return all the favors. il make her happy, il provide her with all the good things in life. il have her rest her hands, their hands.. my papa's and mama's hands..
last saturday was the friendship day of our program (I.T.E).. it was fun but i spent almost all of my time counting money (of the program!) instead of hanging around and enjoying the activities prepared.. i think i owed leizl a favor kaya i helped her out.. mgpalakas ba dw! lols.
my mom visited me for the weekend. i didn't know that she was coming kaya nagdugay2 ko ug uli gikan sa venue.. i haven't seen my family for a month na. i was soo hapi 'coz it was when i saw her that i came to realize how much i missed her and my family. she updated me with stories. we ate together, she cooked something special and never have i enjoyed dinner since my arrival here in davao. she was still so beautiful, a lot says that she looks like charo santos. kakahiya nga 'coz my mom was such a beauty pero ako? *pause*.. wala, ako lang! hehe.. hndi ko nmana good looks niya.. pogi din papa ko and nagmana sa kanila little bro ko.. i sometimes even feel that im adopted, an outcast in the family.. pero noon yun, hndi na ngayon.. *laughs*
i can't help but notice additional lines on my mama's forehead though.. and her hands.. those once beautiful hands that held me when i was just a baby, guided me wd my first steps; the same hands that prepared food in the table, washed and mended our clothes; the hands that gripped me when i was on my hospital bed fighting dengue fever; the hands that held my own during our graduation march.. cguro ganun na din hands ni papa ko.. miss ko na din yung isang yun eh.. it was then that i realized na grabe hirap nila for me..
gihatud nako xa gahapon sa terminal. i dont wanna let her leave but i know that she needs to.. with one last hug and kiss, i let her hands go.. i turned to my back because i don't want her to see the single tear that fell down my cheeks..
i promised myself that someday, i will return all the favors. il make her happy, il provide her with all the good things in life. il have her rest her hands, their hands.. my papa's and mama's hands..
posted by nique_U @ 6:37 PM
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